Who I am, what I'm not, who I want to be.

If only I can find the answers, life will be picture perfect, no?

I think I lost a part of me and I'm afraid I can't find it back. I realised I lost the faith I once had ): Thought it'll remain with me forever but it still abandoned me in the end.

Demoralised.

I'll be facing it again on Friday. I can't stand it anymore. I wish I was Wan Qing ): Regrets. Even though I was the one who chose it. It's tiring. It drains me totally. Maybe at the end of it all, all there'll be left is an empty shell called Jasmine.

Irony.