I like talking to ling jiawei :D Because he's so damn noob it becomes hilarious, like something out of a comedy show and he's nice, sometimes at least. Although I think I'm damn mean to him ): Aye I'm making him sound like some saint when he's not but I enjoy bitching about ~ with him today. Maybe I'm the one bitching and he's the one who's sticking up for ~ but whatever.

I think I'm damn bitch but ohwell I tried but I still can't get rid of the mean streak in me. It just keeps coming back and doesn't want to go away ): Go away you (!) then I'll be a sweet and innocent Jasmine TEO once again. The one who actually cared about others, not this artificial freak who pretends. Pretends so hard it's making her head throb everyday.

Random side note, can you actually believe I was once 22kg O: Where did all that innocence go to? [&Where did all the fats come from?] If only I was naive enough to have a mindset of a 7 year old once again. Not a 4 year old kid please. 4 years old are rude >(

Anyway got back results for chem, LA and geog. It's not that bad, marks quite expected actually since I didn't work that hard but I think for chem it's quite low. I mugged damn hard for it and it's the only subject I mugged for ): But my brain doesn't seem to use information it takes in. No regrets though. Hmm.

First CCA session and I screwed up. I'm sorry for lagging like a million times ): I'm sorry for dropping my beret ): I'm sorry for being such a noob ): I'm sorry for not trying my best ): I think I'm losing the feeling again. It sucks feeling dread before CCA. I'm not supposed to feel this way. What's wrong with me? I don't think I want to know.

I think I'm boring. Am I boring? I am, aren't I?

Tell you what, the boring side of Jasmine, you can go to hell and leave Jasmine alone ):

Oh no ): I think I might just topple over into the abyss soon. I'm scared of utter darkness.