Sometimes I cry for no reason.
You know I really wonder how come I turned out this way sometimes. Tuesday was such a sucky day I hate myself for being such a bitch. I despise the way I miss being in a clique. I'm really starting to dislike the person I'm turning into. There are some days I feel like a huge part of me is ebbing away. How am I going to do this anymore huh?
This emptiness scares me. I should stop bitching when I'm no better myself.
I don't feel anymore passion for fsd either because I joined because of the competition and now that I think about it, it doesn't really sit well on my conscience. I'm fucking screwed.
Maybe it'll be better after the hols.
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