J.

Oh diary of a wimpy kid is quite funny HAHA. I think the main character is quite cute heh! :D Maybe he'll grow up to become some shuai ge.



Anw mom cheer up about the seating arrangement thing cos one good thing is that you're sitting with jojo (I can't rmb his real name haha) and not the prc! I've nothing against prcs btw I just happen to not know her name.

Ooops it's almost 10 and I haven't had my dinner yet :/

Replies

JIAXIN: HAHA nope never cry!

Wan Qing: Ooooh hi Ah Qing :D

JUNHUI: LOL maybe. Timothy laughs at everything hahaha.

jiaweN: Hi stalker >) I still've your 20 cents LOL.

Wei Ni: YES CHARLIE'10! :D

Expectations

I wonder how much it hurts when this was being tattooed on her.

Cca today made me ): I suddenly thought of last year when most bravo'09 girls will go je and sit there to drink bbt and eat carrot cake/sausage etc, then chat about random topics and just enjoy ourselves. When staff was speaking I felt something in me hurting so bad and I was like trying to hold back my tears until I saw alicia cry then I couldn't hold it in anymore.

I'm so scared of our lives as cadets ending, I know I'll miss it like mad. And the thing is, it's going to end in less than 3 months. This time, I'm going to make sure I try my best and know that at the end of the day I didn't let anyone down because ncc to me is more than a cca.

I LOVE NCC&CHARLIE'10!!!! (L) (L)

I don't regret joining ncc. Never will either.

I don't find this touching at all.

I feel like puking now zz wth.

The smell of wine and cheap perfume.

HAHA.

A walk to remember turned out to be so disappointing. Not really very nice. I guess it's supposed to be romantic and touching but the storyline is just simply too sudden ):

Anyway during cid I was quite irritated during the lecture thanks to someone. Seriously what's with the big reactions? But I think our idea for the pavilion is quite cool heh can't wait to build it :D

P.S. I've no idea why but Timothy keeps laughing at me ._. My face got that funny meh LOL.

A walk to remember

I'm going to watch this now hahaha. That is, if I don't keep getting distracted. Hope it'll be nice. I watched too many sad movies already, must watch something romantic.

Anyway, the perks of being a wallflower is a nice book. The ending is quite unexpected. LOL and it's the first book I have read this month. Oh I hope I don't fail history even though I gave such terrible points without much elaboration and evidence. For the unemployment rate it's supposed to be 6 mil but I wrote it as 1 mil cos I was rushing through. Maths test on tues! D:

Tag replies

JIAXIN: HAHA yup it was fun :D

Wei Ni: Ya it sucks not understanding anything in class!!! D:

Suhui: HI SAW SUHUI!! >)

Si Lei: Haha hi! :)

Wei Ni: LOL we can both have screwed ankles together ):

Wan Qing: HAHAHA I feel so noob for believing you >( Heh only thing I enjoyed about geog was the project minus the rashes :D

Memories

This day last year was spent with Suhui, Ah Qing and Shihui. I wonder if they still remember?

HAHA a bit weird to suddenly remember this.

&I think I've no hw this weekend! :D I think.

Wildfire

After eating half a plate of noodles from the vegetarian stall I feel nauseous whenever I look at food now ._. I'm never buying from there again I feel so disgusted that I haven't even had my dinner yet. Zz it seriously looks like something pigs will eat ahhh how did I even manage to finish half a plate ):

Anyway, I think number 1 is really cool. The thing is so bloody chio gosh. Oh and I'm wearing number 5 something. 5j I think? Shall go try it on later. Sure will look damn weird HAHA and my bro will laugh at me after the affirmation ceremony is over -.-

I realise my ankle is starting to hurt again shit will it always be this way just cos I sprained it once?

I feel so stressed now I want to scream. History just became my worst enemy.

Physics group (Y)

HAHAHA I feel so amused after school today while discussing physics. Trying to anyway. Ended up Marvin taught me physics :D I'm not emo about physics alr! :D &Then a group of us ended up just sitting there and chatting O: LOL.

Okayy but my mom just told me something that pisses me off. WTF ARE PARENTS TEACHING THEIR KIDS THIS DAY HUH? Stupid bitchy kid, go look into a bloody mirror first before coming up with stupid comments. If I was there, I swear I would slap her.

Today

During physics I was so upset that I almost cried because I realised that I've totally no idea what Mr Tan is talking about ): I feel so stupid zzz and it's like everyone could understand. Why can't I be pro too?! D: &I still can't understand the assignment gosh. I feel damn guilty towards Marvin :/

But cca was quite fun when we played captain's ball. Bon reminded me of Xiao Qi in year 1 LOL when he kept tucking in his pe shirt until damn high cos he thought it makes him more handsome.

Voice call

Sis: What you doing -alot of noise-
Jon: Eh go away!!!! I on voice call now!! Shut up go away go away!!

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WTF!!!!

Now I hear her scolding him omg this is really hilarious.

Once upon a time there was a mirror...

which will make whoever who lies in front of it disappear. So one day,

Amanda said "I think I'm smart" and -poof- she disappeared.

Jonathan said "I think I'm smart" and he didn't disappear.

Jasmine went "I think..." and -poof- she disappeared.

DO YOU GET IT?! OMG HAHAHAHA FOR ONCE JON IS QUITE FUNNY >) AND AND AND! HIS HAIR!!! HAHAHA I was laughing at it the whole day. Oops so mean but really damn funny.

He went to the hairdresser and then,

Hairdresser: 你要spiky?
Jon: Oh 我要低.

cos he heard it as "你要高低?" HAHAHAHAHAHA and the hairdresser went ahead to screw up his hair cos she thought he wanted spiky 低.

Angela and Chua is funny also HAHAHA.

I'm super happy today :D But now have to do hw.

Replies!

Shihui: Yes mom? :D
JUNHUI: YA LOL his own little fan club O: Ok linked :D
Vivan: YESSS YAY! :D
Guest: HAHAHA Angela thanks :D It's ok lah!
Weely: Where got! I only feel sad cos the guy the leg got chopped off.
ANGELALALALA: Ya some vids can't ): Or isit LJ can't embed?
JIAXIN: Ya Chua I knew hahaha but idk whether she wants me to link leh ):

OMG HAHA I FINALLY COMPLETED MY HIST. Have been doing from 4 to 11 gosh and in the end the essay I came up with is so sucky :/ I hope it's not graded -prays-

I haven't done my la speech, my chi, my chem, the physics project LOL but ohwell I'm going to go bathe and then sleep. Tmr then chiong. The new timetable is awesome cos it allows me to do so yayy :D

We're changing seats tmr though ):

Hurt

Christina Aguilera
Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when i saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but i walked away
If only i knew what i know today
Ooh ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing i wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes i wanna call you
But i know you won't be there

Ooh, i'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
And i've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days i feel broke inside, but i wouldn't admit
Sometimes i just wanna hide, cause it's you i miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me i was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who i am?
There's nothing i wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you are looking back

Yeah

Ooh, i'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
And i've hurt myself
Oo-ooh

If i had just one more day
I would tell you how much that
I missed you since you went away

Oo-ooh
It's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything i just couldn't do
And i've hurt myself...

...by hurting
you

Omg awesome song! ♥ Go watch the mv itself cos embedding is disabled.

Shit I'm supposed to be doing hw now ):

Lift me up.

FSD comp today.

In the end we'd to perform in the rain, quite cool heh. Girls got 2nd yup but good job to both girls&guys because I think we did equally well! (:

How to train a dragon made me giddy like mad and the 3D glasses kept dropping off cos too big alr. It was quite ok but I fell asleep wtf during the climax somemore >( Weely said she almost cried during the movie HAHAHA embarrassing much?

Who share my woes ):

I wanted to do pp/hist/chem/speech and god knows whatever hw I have but I ended up getting distracted and my eyes are so dry they're hurting like shit now I better go sleep :/

I only completed maths oh shit I'm dead. Even if I minus off all the chi hw (which I'm going to do so anyway LOL) I still have so much hw I feel like I'm being buried alive.

#03

Group fiiiiiiiiiiiive :D (minus danzel&jiabao)

I was the group ic together with Vivan&Peining :D Interacting with kids is super tiring but then again they're so damn cute it makes me melt. Awww hahaha, even though my cute guy wasn't anywhere in sight.

I've no idea why but I suddenly feel this overwhelming sense of nostalgia. I guess some things can't be helped.

Dry your eyes

I hate girls who goes "Ehhhhh you very bad leh~~ -pouts-" TO EVERY SINGLE GUY that talks to them. Disgusting ttm and it's like you're degrading yourself. This is not targeted at anyone k HAHAHA I just suddenly thought of this.

Anyway, HO XIUMEI IDK IF YOU'LL SEE AFTER YOUR CAMP BUT CHEER UP K! You scared me just now ):

CIP TMR OMG MY CUTE GUY (L)

Replies!

Suhui: HAHA yes you must be over the moon! >)
PHOEBE.: Hiiii :D
Vivan: But he very cute right! HAHAHA I shall go be his gf :D

Merry go round.

This is like the busiest year of my life. I've been busy from jan all the way till now and I'm still going to be busy till the end of the year ahhhh because of my tendency to sign up for things without thinking >( Wlao now can't back out already.

Cip today was O:

I only can remember got this guy who keeps doing his sexy dance, this super chio girl (!!! bloody nice bangs) and this hardworking plus cute guy who kept practicing the sun dance. Oh well. Still got a lot of mad cute kids but I can't remember ): The rest of the cip was just me screaming like some mad bitch with Lynette LOL.

In the end all the kids only learnt like 50 secs of the dance. Damn fail.

&The hardworking guy ended up being emo cos he got stage fright then forgot the moves sigh ): Can tell he got high expectations. I like him omg can't wait to see him on thurs :D :D :D Too deprived of cute guys already HAHAHA.

Cute much? :D

Peining is cute too HAHAHA. Z I hate my hair ._.

Got this girl asked Marvin for his msn LOL hilarious I thought she wanted to hit on him. In the end she asked for mine too omg the advancement of technology O:

a picture speaks a thousand words

Something I would like to be next time would be a photographer and capture all the pretty things in the world.

:D

So cliche but true HAHA.

Dear mom

Being snubbed by you was one of the most hurting things that happened this year.

But you wouldn't know that, would you?

Headache.

I'm a having a headache now urgh so irritating.

&I hate people talking to me about hw. Esp if they're asking me when I'm going to start doing. I'm going to start doing it whenever I feel like it -.- None of your business seriously. &Stop sounding like you're very wise and all those shit. It pisses me off. Makes me doesn't want to reply you even more.

Not.
Cute.
At.
All.

Wtf I just realise I CAN'T GO OUT DURING MARCH HOLS. Cos of fsd. Oh lord. I feel so fucking tired of life gimme a break please ):

I hope I don't have mon blues tmr. &I'm not going to care about march camp dance alr zzz so bloody retarded.

Belle of the Boulevard

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar is savin' you from sinkin'
It's a long way down...it's a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg, and thinks he's gettin' close
For now you let him

Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

In all your silver rings
And all your silken things
The song that you softly sing is keepin' you from breakin'
It's a long way down... it's a long way

Back here you never lost
You shake the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up
Can you believe it?

Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard...
For the Belle of the Boulevard

Please hold on...it's alright
Please hold on...it's alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar is saving you

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
Lemme dry your eyes, dry your eyes

Don't turn away
Time to dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Come and dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

idk why but I interpret this I'll interpret it as a song to comfort a prostitute. I wish I took elit ): Chua go interpret this!

The red part is my favourite. Omg it sounds _________. Sympathetic? Knowing? Omg idk how to express it. Gives me the shivers. Fucking nice song (L)

OMG WHERE ARE YOU DADDY I NEED FOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ): I'm updating too much LOL.

HAHAHA

omg talking to jon is so amusing HAHAHA I want to die from laughing.

His idea of aym cosplaying LOL. &He sent me a clip of him singing (?) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA fucking funny can't forget the voice.

I'M FUCKING ANGRY K YOU'RE BLOODY NOT AMUSING DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO TRY ASSHOLE.

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY.

FUCKING PISSED TO BE EXACT.

Z I shall think about xiong and not get so angry.

Funeral blues

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

W.H. Auden

It's a long way down

School was quite boring as usual. But omg I got 10/12 for hist? SURPRISINGLY OMG LOL IT'S SECOND HIGHEST IN THE WHOLE COHORT WOOHOO. &Amanda was quite pissed cos she got 8. Lame lol who ask her think so highly of herself. Shhh chua >)

After Fsd we went crazy HAHAHA. Became damn high. Singing, screaming, shouting and laughing :D I'm so noisy when I'm high. Scary O:

Geraldine's dare before fsd was hilarious too LOL she scared some guy till he knocked over his chair.

:)

Still, I'm not amused by you.

Go, mozzie.

Sometimes I cry for no reason.

You know I really wonder how come I turned out this way sometimes. Tuesday was such a sucky day I hate myself for being such a bitch. I despise the way I miss being in a clique. I'm really starting to dislike the person I'm turning into. There are some days I feel like a huge part of me is ebbing away. How am I going to do this anymore huh?

This emptiness scares me. I should stop bitching when I'm no better myself.

I don't feel anymore passion for fsd either because I joined because of the competition and now that I think about it, it doesn't really sit well on my conscience. I'm fucking screwed.

Maybe it'll be better after the hols.

Yesterday you told me about the blue blue sky

I actually didn't have monday blues today O: Was laughing till my stomach ached during recess. Gossiping club ftw LOL even though I think I'm like the one w the most gossip.

After school went to eat w Vivan&Amanda but ended up half of 3H was at macs too. &Marvin is so damn cute lol he actually bought me an ice cream because of the bet he made with me. Faint I was just kidding.

I'm damn scared of march camp ):