I can feel all the bloody air being squeezed out of me and the tears gathering at the corners of my eyes. Again and again. For no fucking reason most of the time.

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I can't stand people being sad even though I'm like sad 1/3 of every month. I can't stand people being too nice to me either. I don't think I deserve it sometimes. Fml I just want to be happy. Is it really that hard huh?

Tired tired tired.