It's stupid to get angry over such a stupid thing -.-

Why don't you just go ahead and say you hate me.

Is it wrong for me to feel nothing at all? ):

I don't feel like I deserve it at all. Zomg what's wrong with me.

But RVNCC OWNS (Y)

I can't believe I screwed up. BUT I'M DAMN PROUD OF NCC (Y)(Y)(Y) GOLD GOLD GOLD KKK NEED TO IRON NO4 for FSD TMR GOSH JY EVERYONE! :D &&Lessons were damn fun today.

3 hateful children :) WTF HAHAHA I THINK CINDY ONG ACTUALLY LIKES US.

Xiuson :D

Fucking starving at home now. Mommmmm where are youuuuuuuuu? ):

Skipped fsd today to study but it's not really working. You've no how terrible it feels not being able to solve the maths questions in front of me. Art is starting next week wtf I hope there's no seetoh. 3 bloody terms is enough. &wym don't try to even convince me to forgive him k I wouldn't. &I bloody never will. Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned. If I ever become a psychopath from studying too much the 1st person I'll kill is him. The world will be a better place without him.

On a lighter note,

AM DAMN PROUD OF XIUSON TODAY (Y) K LOVELOVELOVE HAHAHA. Everyone is amused by our dance lol and I came up w the weird moves LOLOL. I feel like I achieved something :D

But Amc made me :/ Can't believe I paid money to feel stupid.

Wlao really very hungry can't stand it shall go look for food -.- I feel like some mouse lol still need to search for food.

Tomorrow we're getting back chem I think omg howwwwwww. Fucking don't want to fail I studied so damn hard! &physics tooo urgh

I'm feeling awesome now cos I went home w stiffany ziying and ling jw plus his friend after cca today :D LOL sch was pretty shitty though w the stupid impromptu la speech i had to make -.- &Alll the super boring lessons plus fsd being so screwed because I was tired but nvm heh everything is fine now.

I think I'm such a mean bitch :/

Wtf my life is damn unlucky last week I was sick and this week I've a sprained plus swollen ankle FML. WHY CAN'T I EVER GET A GOOD WEEKEND OF REST HUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?

&I'm fucking getting fatter and fatter. NEED TO STOP EATING GOSH.

Tests are coming up soon I shall read finish my book and go study. I swear >(

Today is such a sucky day
): Sigh god probably thought yesterday was too good for me. Everyone seems to suck now -.-Stop sms-ing me lah wtf and copying what I say. Somemore only keep talking about yourself. Ego much? Irritating x 1000 esp since I'm in a bad mood.

Because I believed in you

HAHAHA NO I'M NOT EMO-ING TODAY COS TODAY WAS AWESOME.

CLASS TEE, DANCE AND CHAMPS LOL. YR'S BEAT FRIEND TIMMY HAHAHA AND SAWADICUP! &WEI YANG IS HILARIOUS LOL I TOLD HIM COLD WATER IS GOOD FOR LOSING WEIGHT AND HE DRANK LIKE ONE BOTTLE PER LESSON. METROSEXUAL! LOL. && HAHAHA SHIT IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE K IN A SUPER GOOD MOOD NOW.

After cca was so embarrassing sigh weely tey stop suaning him in front of me gosh where am I going to hide my face ever again!

I LOVE 3H HAHAHA.

Sighhhh so tired the tv is showing memoirs of a geisha but I watch before already. Sucks. I need to do hw but I can't bring myself to. I should go sleep ): How the hell am I supposed to do ifc mutual thing huhhh. I'm screwed on fri.

&Wtf sms-ed the whole class for the stupid cid file thing till my hands feel numb from typing all the numbers. K I hate being a treasurer today.

Sometimes I really want to tell you to piss off but I'm afraid of making people upset. Z I'm becoming too nice -.-

HAHAHA I think no one knows my blog. Unless Chua Jiaxin you're reading this? I can't tell anyone my blog url anyway cos idk it I just grabbed it off the dictionary. LOL fail.

K today was fun. Ah qing! (L)

I'm really missing you.

I think I should:

1) Find sb to help me w my studies oh god.
2) Finish my homework ahhhh


Wlao super sad I'm like thinking about studies on CNY wtf -.- CNY sucks without hw all the same I only got 2 red packets and both are from my parents and I didn't get to go out at all, no family outings, no visiting of relatives no nothing. But I got good food for the past 3 days :> Am getting fat ahhh.

I can't wait for later w ah qing. And I think I should sleep alr lol I'm waking up 6 and a half hours later. Singapore is really bloody small though not much places to go. Not only that it's bloody humid too. My hair is screwed up.

I can feel all the bloody air being squeezed out of me and the tears gathering at the corners of my eyes. Again and again. For no fucking reason most of the time.

):

I can't stand people being sad even though I'm like sad 1/3 of every month. I can't stand people being too nice to me either. I don't think I deserve it sometimes. Fml I just want to be happy. Is it really that hard huh?

Tired tired tired.

Wlao stop complaining about every fucking thing under the sun lah. Z no wonder you fell out w your clique last time. Irritating much?

What hurts the most is that you're never sorry towards me. It's so bloody obvious you care for her more than me.

Maybe I'm jealous. I claim I don't care but fuck I still feel like my heart is being ripped into pieces. You're supposed to be my best friend but where are you now?

Because the thing is that you've been taking me for granted all along & I'm so bloody sick of it. Zzz am in a damn bad mood now, seriously fuck off I hate being used like this.

Hate how I can't tell anyone at all because frankly I don't think anyone care. Or maybe it's just because people judge too much.

I think I'm a failed angel ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Stupid Jonathan you're going to make a lousy thief next time! >( Z I suck at acting.

But today still quite fun lah even though I don't remember what we did LOL. The decos super nice though. &I can understand maths omg :D I found my love for maths again yay. &&&&Tomorrow don't care I'm just going to wear orientation tee even though Vivian say very shao xing LOL dk how to spell.

Get well soon Mag :D even though you're not going to see this. No one reads my blog anymore ):

Shi Hui: -points to me- You like this jiejie?
Jing Lun: -sitting on my lap- Yes! :D

Awww so sweet HAHAHA I love you too uncle Jing Lun!

I wished that 3 years ago I didn't choose RV.

Eyecandy!

Okay HAHAHA shall go do my 100 % history assignment now.

Today was fun even though I didn't buy any clothes ): Sigh ok bye.

I seriously hate people who ask stupid questions ALL THE TIME. (keyword) Goddamnit.

"Does the giant in the question refer to the giant ionic crystal lattice?"

OBVIOUSLY IT DOES DUH. Or else what? The size of your ass isit wtf. Bloody use your brains and open your damn notes to look and stop asking such stupid questions and expect me to answer you nicely. Even if don't open notes I bet anyone who bother to go read the qns properly would know it's the crystal thing.

Already am being very nice by taking out my hw to look while I'm eating dinner just to answer your questions.

&You still dare to ask me wtf is my problem. I should be asking you that instead.

Z BAD MOOD. Shouldn't have on my com at all. Some people really lack logic in their brains. Whatever I'm just going to block and ignore. Makes my life easier.

The more I sleep, the more dizzy I get when I wake up. Omg life sucks. Never sleep enough also feel dizzy.

But my fringe is nice today. Too bad I'm lazy to go out.

Silent grave

I feel super retarded this morning. Chiong-ed around the whole school trying to do everything at once O: I think Jiahui&me shocked a lot of people in 3A LOL. Cos we were hiding behind the door and waiting to shout and while we wait got people come out. HAHAHA super funny.

Thanks ah qing :D I hope I'm not allergic again z the rashes really very scary last time ):

&&&When xiao qiao comes in, everyone flees to the toilet (Y) Even the guys omg LOL like some parade like that. When we run for warm ups during PE we'll cheer together too HAHA Natasha. I think 3H is super entertaining.

Anywyay HAPPY BIRTHDAY FREDERICA & JIELING :D

Jieling is super lucky O: I think the birthday song got sang 5 times in total?

Omg this is super random but Justin Xiong is really super funny HAHAHAHAHAHAHA laugh until I stomachache omg where got guy so auntie one! O: LOL HE'S REALLY DAMN FUNNY! HAHAHA shit I'm laughing at my computer screen now cos I keep thinking of his face LOLOLOL. &His threats are always ignored LOL. OMG. I. NEED. TO. STOP. LAUGHING.

(breathes)

P.S. Miss Hia remembers me omg LOL WHY! She said that Dorothy looks like me O: Who's she?

3.14159

Even though I felt like :/ school was fun today HAHAHA. I swear I'll rethink before eating KFC chicken anymore cos the oil on the chicken resembles those on xiao qiao's face. &&&I passed my maths! :D

Am eating strawberries now (L)

I'm so tired I feel like I'm dying. &My bloody headache is killing me. I feel like I just got ran over by a car omg ):

Two is better than one (Y)