I'm traumatised.

Knew I should have studied more. Zzz if I don't get a B for maths P2 I can go kill myself alr. &I was still aiming an A1 for maths -.- Ambitious much? But I really think I studied the most for this EOYs cos I really wanted to do well(for once), but yeah guess it's not possible. My 2 days at the lib studying for hist, my dk how many days studying at macs for maths, sci, geog, hist, LA etc etc is practically useless.

Anyway went to vivo with Jiaxin today. Actually we wanted to go watch movies w some 2F girls but they pangsehed us and kind of disappeared. Watched 500 days of summer. It was not bad. 3/5? After that we were kind of stoning cos we were both damn bored LOL. But we cheered up at ljs afterwards, I think. Ok fine I don't remember. We saw alot of pretty clothes, accessories etc but zzz no money. (&Jiaxin saw her 2 shuaiges -.-)

Bused back to Je afterwards w a major headache (both of us) &I felt like puking. As if that's not enough some weird woman w purple contacts asked us to donate money at je pffft. I was pissed lol and I think the woman was pissed w me too. Don't really care and we never donate in the end cos Jiaxin told her we have no money. Hate people approaching me and telling some lame story and going "So how much are you WILLING to donate? -beams-" Wtf plus I really felt like puking. Could taste the bile alr and she still keep crapping.

I'm not heartless zzz just that people keep cheating me of my money cos I'm too gullible last time.