I see this blog I feel damn irritated LOL but I can't bear to close it down ):

You know I think I'm obsessed with chinese books now I'm like chionging this quite nice chinese book so I can finish before camp steel. This story is better than the last yay. The girl not so whiny and act cute. The guy not so yucky also.

I realise this is very boring. My life is boring. I spend my free time at the hospital and I don't feel like writing about what I see there cos it's too sad.

Nvm. I shall talk about how much I hate people who don't return others' stuff. I think it's bloody irresponsible and it pisses me off real bad -.- I have no idea how many people owes me money and refuses to return, gosh the thing that made me the angriest is that they pretended to ignore me when I kindly reminded them can wtf. I'm not some money giving Santa Claus. But then the thing is that after a long period of time I'll also forget who owe me money wth.

Oh yes and that time _____ borrowed Shi Hui's PE shirt and didn't even return. &Shi Hui doesn't even know that fat ass luh. &You know what's the worse thing?! That bloody irresponsible person lent the PE shirt to some other people without even telling Shi Hui. In the end she didn't even return the shirt kay she just gave this disgusting shirt from the GO to Shi Hui. If I'm Shi Hui I think I'll go her class and scream at her already -.-

Moral of story:
It doesn't pay to be nice.

Wah faint my blog is so wordy it scares me. Oh yes Shudan's Nobody performance was nice :D

Yesterday was kind of fun. Kind of.

Uh let me see what I can remember.

-Me&10 other 2F people went to ecp together.
-Stoned at macs and the playground
-Paired with Astrid to pick rubbish
-Got sunblock from Mrs Tan
-Ate hello panda (Astrid's)
-Ruyan sang new divide by linkin park LOL!
-He changed to beat it when I asked him to sing michael jackson's songs.
-Made this weird circle thing with Astrid and Jonathan
-Jun Jie ran over it >(
-Ruyan cut his leg
-Mrs Tan&Miss Foo treated all of us to nuggets
-Went home with ? 2F people

Okay the rest I forgot already because everything is like mixed up in my brain. We were walking as a class along the way. Reminds me of the long march HAHAHA.

I'm worried for next week ): Please let the operation be a success.

Zzz I think I cry easily.

I still can't get over the fact that I'm waking up at 5 am plus tomorrow to go for 4hrs of rubbish picking. I usually wake up at 5 pm plus on saturday leh. Wth. For cip I still thought we're going to plant trees then I was very happy, until I saw the consent form oh gosh why didn't I listen during cip discussion? ._. Now I've no idea how to go ecp.

LOL today I touched a guy's chest by accident. So embarrasing.

I failed IMT ._. Really fail until cmi. I feel so sorry, the nice guy sgt still repeat the procedure so many times. Ya & LOL got one time I couldn't put in my magazine then Wei Quan still have to help me put omg so embarrassing. He's my assistant btw, very nice :)

You know I think people who wear sleeveless and doesn't shave/pluck whatever is damn disgusting. No offence. Is like you don't want to pluck/shave don't wear sleeveless still okay but then wlao eh -.- There's this woman at JE buying bubble tea who keeps raising up her arm.. Y'all can guess what does her underarms look like right? It's like a bloody jungle can. Gosh Vanessa spitted her bubble tea out when she saw LOL.

I feel like putting a disgusting picture here but noooo HAHAHA I'm nice.

CATCHING!

I love 2F wheee. Today Elson never come so most of the 2F girls played catching and alot of childish games LOL. Super fun hoho I wouldn't mind if Elson doesn't ever come.

I regained my childhood again ^^ But the truth is that I actually very(x1000) antisocial in pri school one so never play catching all those. I don't even dare to talk to most of my classmates omg what's wrong with me.

&I think the Elgin is quite funny leh. As in his expressions are damn bai chi LOL

-wiggles eyebrows-

HAHAHA my blog is open again but no one will know :D

Hmmm &I'm not going to tell anyone.

Omg CAMP STEEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so excited lol but then it's only a 2 days camp ):

Oh gosh I think I'm really becoming stupid -.- I don't know how to spell embarrassment, vacuum and a lot a lot of words AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. &LA used to be my best subj -.- Joke.

I've no idea why but suddenly the last two weeks of school a lot of things to do. LOL.

I actually posted one whole chunk of rantings but it's private so no one gets to read it. HAH I love lj.

Ok anyway I like cid :D The blood type thing is super cool yupyup. Frederica, Jon, Jian Ting&Me are Os. Jia Hui is a B. LOLOL. Gosh why am I so generous.

Jiawei is embarrassing -.- I feel my IQ decreasing when I talk to him. Fine I'm joking about the 2nd part.

CCA tomorrow. Can't wait can't wait. I want to be screamed at can you believe it? I want to scream my heart out too gosh hope have C&C then can scream alr. Someday I'm going to buy this enormous house and scream to my heart's desire.

I like it when you smile :D

-crap-
(9:21 PM)
#15 jasmine 2FTW: LOL ya k I sms you on sunday to remind you gtg le bye
(9:24 PM)
#15 jasmine 2FTW: eh I'm waiting for you to say bye -.-
(9:26 PM)
Far from fat.: bye
(9:26 PM)
#15 jasmine 2FTW: lol sorry I'm weird

I can't believe this is making me laugh even though it's not funny at all.

I don't understand. Really I don't.

I know I'm flawed. Terribly flawed. I'm like some fucking walking bomb that blows up at everything. I bitch about people I don't like. I glare at people who makes me pissed off. I laugh too loud. I'm too rash. I piss people off by saying mean things. I'm overflowing with flaws.

I feel so tired so sad so hurt I want to give up. I hate it when people hit me I hate it when people insult me I hate it I see others so much better than me. Nothing seems to work for me. I feel so disappointed. In myself and it sucks.

I'm so fucking weak I only know how to attack when being attacked. Only when it's too late then I'll realise I'm too much. I'm so guilty. To my mom and my bro, to all the relationships I screwed up so so so bad. yr, ym, jw. I'm so sorry I don't know what to say. I can't forgive. I want to but I just can't. Every time I think about the old times I realise I miss him so bad. How can I ever be accepted if I can't even forgive a family member? It's so fucking hard.

It's hard to be what others want you to be, it's even harder when you try to be yourself. I don't really want to be anyone anymore. It's so hard.

All the conflicts and all. It's like trying to go against a hurricane, it's not going to work.

I feel so little, so insignificant. It's too much for me. I feel like I'm going back to pri 6 all over again. The hitting, the screaming, the knifes. The pain.

At the end of the day I'm going to be alone.

I hurt so bad I don't know what to do.

I want to just sit and stare at a wall. Until I turn into a bag of bones and crumple into dust, maybe just maybe it'll work.

http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi?

LOL this website is very cute, can help generate slogans from your name and they sound super retarded. Ok fine the url I kope from someone's blog :x Whoops.

Eh crap my phone can't upload pics sheesh nvm I type out.

"Sometimes you feel like a Jasmine, sometimes you don't"

"Feel the raw naked Suhui of the road"

HAHAHA. Super cute right? I lazy go try other names.

The lower right part of my back beside my spine very pain O: Oh yes and I realised that some people don't look good in pictures, omg my shuai ge look damn noob in pictures remind me of _________ somemore. But then in real life he's really very cute lol.

My clothes cover disappeared for no reason at all yesterday. Damn weird ._. Ok whatever I feel so guilty for losing so many things all the time.

Ya you know just now I was alone at home at 7pm plus then suddenly the bedroom door open by itself. OMG that's very creepy but then is actually wind luh. I ran over to close it LOL and I didn't scream. I'm brave okay.

The more I think about it, the more pissed I get.

Ok anyway, here's what happened.

We (NCC girls&Jiaxin) were at je sitting at the stairs like we usually do then suddenly Weini spotted this Malay guy taking our picture using his phone. As in he was taking pics of inside of our skirts or something. Then Jiaxin was damn pissed and she went to chase after the guy and his friend with Weely&Hui Geok. Then she scolded them but then she got scammed by them zzz. &It's confirm plus chop they really take our pics lah, they looked scared -.- Ohmyholymama why do these kind of lame people exist?

It's like there's like so much porn available on the internet, they can go download right&we also never open until very big.

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Anyway my leg very pain I fell down during pe then tomorrow shooting need to prone and also got netball test. I think I'll fail both of them. Nooo I don't want ):

Read the quote hmmm I like.

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Ok LOL anyway hi.

I realise I'll just stop thinking sometimes -.- It happened twice today omg so freaky. Maybe it's because I became stupid after talking to my brother. He reverted back to his sucky self btw. What a bitch. Reminds me of our dear ex co-form, no?

I forgot what I did today (ok maybe it's because I'm too embarrassed to say ._.) but Shudan please please bring your Chinese textbook tomorrow.

I think I'm going to close down this blog soon. Or maybe just leave it here.

P.S. You're really a bloody bastard okay I hate you.

I haven't bathe haven't start on my homework and it's already 9 omg what to do now ):

Ok it's 9.20 now.

Die.

I'm not going to have false hopes, seeing how many times you've lied to me. Btw I hate you bragging so quit it.

You have no idea how much I hate you now. No idea AT ALL.

Go eat shit seriously you suck. You're just a fucking piece of lying shit and a hypocrite at that -.- I don't want to be related to you. Don't talk to me ever again (not that we were on speaking terms anyway).

Ok whatever must be more calm. Oh yes I think I can shout louder now (Y) Shouting commands across the field is so cute LOL.

Btw my aunt died yesterday. I just found out when I got home.

I feel very irritated now.

At god knows what ._. I'm not pms-ing am I? Where got people pms for so many weeks anyway? One moment I feel happy then the next I feel super irritated/ mad/angry. It's like extreme mood swing. Happens frequently these few weeks. So weird. I think I need counselling wth.

Anyone?

&btw my hair doesn't dry. Even when I sit in front of the damn fan for like half an hour, I've to sleep with wet hair every night. It makes me have headaches more often.

Ahhhh. I've to prepare no. 4 tomorrow also ): It's ironed I think, since like 2 months ago. Should I iron again? I don't like the smell of starch and it makes my floor texture disgusting, kind of like slippery and dry. Nvm I don't iron then. Too tired and my homework is still undone.

Where's the motivation? -.-

I'm going mad. I wish the weekends will come quickly.

Oh yes there's this always very happy guy that I think I know. How come he get to be happy all the time? zzz.

Uh ok anyway. I don't think YOU've a right to scold other people since you lost it a long long time ago. Go take a look in the mirror man and reflect, you really need to do that.

LOL mirror reminds me of physics. YAY Mr Suria is back and that bitchy-receding hairline-center parting-fugly guy is gone >) Woohoo.

CCA was fun, I like the jokes O: But then my feet hurts from too much drills and my head hurts from lack of sleep and thinking of/screaming at disgusting people.

Homework homework homework what the heck.

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Oh yes today means one month alr omg faster come back :D

I'm going to spam this post with videos :D

Astrid's fav

Somehow at 0:51 the guy on the right reminds me of Suhui's senior. Omg I'm so sorry T_T

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Titanic


Twilight


Both of the videos above are by the same guy :D They're hilarious.

I haven't start on my hw yet btw&I'm still entertaining myself with youtube ): Somehow youtube is better than going to look at blogs. Whatever I'm going to go dl the geog slides now.

Let me share with you this quiz :D I think it's damn cool LOL. My ans are at the end.

1. You are walking in a field of rolling green grass and the wind is blowing soothingly upon your face when you see a box in the middle of the field. Is it
a. Open?
b. Closed?

2. As you walk by the box, you notice a horse patiently chewing grass. What color is it?
a. White
b. Brown
c. Black

3. A magical flight of steps appears before your eyes. Mesmerized, you notice that the staircase is leading
a. Up
b. Down

4. Unable to fight your burning curiosity, you take the flight of steps and enter a forest. It is hot but you walk on before realizing you have to cross a river to carry on your journey. The river is
a. Gushing along madly
b. Flowing at a normal pace
c. Meandering slowly.

5. When you have finished your meal, you feel tired and sleepy. So you trudge along the forest path until you spot a cottage. Upon entering the house, you see a wine glass. To what extent is the glass filled with wine?

6. You spend a night in the cottage and after waking up the next morning, you step out into the bright day and see a lake in the distance. How many swans are there in the pond?

If you are a girl, go to the next question. If you are a guy, go to question 8.

7. As you approach the pond to feed the swans, you see a knight clad in armor. As the knight takes off his helmet to greet you, you realize it is someone you know. Who is it?

8. As you approach the pond to feed the swans, you see a princess in royal robes. As the princess unveils herself to greet you, you realize it is someone you know. Who is it?


Results
1.This describes your personality.
a. Open-minded and somewhat extroverted. You talk freely to people.
b. Reserved and quiet. You do not like to share secrets.

2. This is the way you choose your mate.
a. You care about looks and personality
b. You do not care about looks, only personality.
c. You do not care about personality, only looks.

3. This is your outlook on life.
a. Optimistic
b. Pessimistic

4. This is your sex drive
a. Wild.
b. Average
c. Tame

5. This refers to how much you would put into a relationship; the more wine in the glass, the more dedicated you are.

6. The number of true loves you'll have in your life.

7 and 8. The person you will never get over or forget

My ans
1. b
2. b
3. a
4. a (LOL)
5. half
6. 5
7&8. Seetoh

It's inaccurate for me ): esp the last part omg wth -.-

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE :D

Y'know 小人物的心声 is actually the the song playing in the background for the NTUC ad? :D So cool hahaha.

I love Singapore weeee. Even though ________ looks very botox-ified on tv when he gives his speech LOLOL. I've no idea who he is, though I think he should be quite important :x Botox reminds me of someone xD

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J is coming back soon. In another week or something. YAY :D

Omg faint alot of ugly pictures of me up everywhere now -.- AHHHHH. No ): Ok whatever I look like that all the time anyway.

LOL you know cpr is damn cool :D :D

National celebrations actually can be fun, but thanks to some people who keeps taking photos during Don't Forget The Lyrics , I became pissed off and irritated. Ok luh so it's not directed at me but then still very irritating, LOL suhui and I keep asking yiming to block us but it doesn't work -.- Lame omg take so many pics for what.

Okay I'm not angry alr because I slept just now and went to watch UP with shudan aeres yang qian jiawen amanda anna astrid suhui shi hui jiaxin phoebe wan qing.

The movie quite touching and cute leh, esp the old man and the lil fat boy. We didn't get to watch 3D version cos westmall don't have ): Took group photo afterwards, but I don't have it now, waiting for shudan to post it up.

Before that went to take neos with clique. Omg I look fugly ._.

Glad I went to watch the movie even though I was pissed off before that (look upupup). Sorry Suhui cos I think I look damn ap when talking to you on the way to westmall.

Anyway, I'm not being mushy astrid. My brother really damn hilarious LOL. Can't post our convo up cos later people bs. We were looking through my yearbook yesterday cos I wanted to show him desmond's ugly picture but somehow ended up at __________. &his teacher complained again HAHAHA. 5th time alr I think.

P.S. I like the old S'pore songs. The new ones are EW.

I wanted to post something but lol not going to even though some people are really irresponsible. I'm still very tired, still need to wake up early on sat though ): To go learn how to do cpr.

I should really stop eating sweets it's making my cough worse. More sweets=more phlegm.

&Oh I got an A1 for my maths paper :D Surprisingly but then my mensuration can't make it. My physics also can't make it omg I see so many lines on the paper I get dizzy. The teacher sucks btw, come back Mr Suria ):

Oh yes Astrid keeps saying I smell weird, sort of.. musky (?) Do I?

Okay I'm boring whatever if you bother reading this at all I salute you.

Y'all win. Happy now? I even begged y'all to stop running but did y'all care? No. Of course not,
everything is a game to y'all right, even my feelings.

I don't think it's funny, y'know. Why must y'all be so mean huh and it's not just once already. Teasing is one thing, taking it too far is another. Is it because I'm me? Fine then, I get it.

Great friends y'all are. Just perfect.

Anyway,

Happy birthday bro (L)


I hope I really got h1n1 I don't feel like going to school. Hello lil bro wish that for your birthday.

很久很久以前，有个老人。

老人住在山上。

老人在做什么呢？

老人在讲故事。。。

老人在讲什么故事呢？

老人在讲。。。

很久很久以前，有个老人。

老人住在山上。

老人在做什么呢？

老人在讲故事。。。

老人在讲什么故事呢？

老人在讲。。。

(repeats)

I think this is hilarious this is the first time I heard of such a noob thing LOL.

&Also,

She sells seashells at the seashore.

Why am I fascinated by noob things -.-

Anyway tomorrow we're getting back maths results. Can't wait even though I know my results will sure be very sucky. Always like that de ):

But nvm ling jiawei says if he A1=dinner. LOL I've no idea how many times he claim his results sure super sucky then it'll always turn out good. Just like Soh Shi Hui, hmmm agreed?

Physics should be interesting but I fell asleep during the most exciting part of the lesson and I don't get why people keep laughing ): Someone explain to me please.

P.S. I'm not some source of entertainment for you, you and you. I'm not a bloody clown so just go away and stop making me do, no wait, forcing me, to do things I don't like. I'll flare up seriously.

LOL Hui Geok the cat is super ugly.

I love my brother (L)

Omg you know he's super nice.

Just now I was under my building and there's this stupid cat at the stairs and I don't dare to go up because it keeps staring at me ):



So I ended up calling my bro
and he paused his noob com game (this is so touching la)
and came down to save me. HAHAHA.
I think I screamed at him yesterday.
Feel so guilty now,
and I didn't even thank him because I'm embarrassed.
He's now suddenly so brave,
next time he can help me beat up people I don't like already hohoho.


Ok wait. I take back the what I said about him being brave, he just screamed because he saw a bug. LOL. Nevermind must still thank him for saving me or else I think I'll be stuck downstairs until my mom comes home which will be like 9pm plus ._.

Thank you lil bro :D

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Anyway, today malay was super funny. There was one time whereby the malay teacher asked Jiawei to read something then she was like
"Jiawei you only can see a little bit isit?"
Think Junjie replied something like "No he can see, he can see everything"

Then the teacher went "You want to see more? Come in front."

Do you get it? I find it hilarious HAHAHAHA. I wonder if the teacher gets what she said ._.

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I bought my headphones already with Jiaxin after alot of trouble. I'm so ma fan LOL.

Time: 1.05 am

I am alone in my living room reading pet sematary and spooking myself. LOL what is wrong with me? Still have to wake up super early tomorrow for music. My voice really cannot make it. Cannot be like snow white already, omg I am so sad. (FYI, she attracted some prince with her voice. Prince=rich taitai). Ignore me I think I am going crazy with my running nose. Wlao I still cannot get why I must sleep directly under the aircon. Seriously, the distance between the aircon and my legs are like 1m? 1.5m at most. I am not floating HAHAHA I sleep on a double-decker. With my disgusting brother. He is now more vulgar than me. Bet he picked it up from his 猪朋狗友. What happened to the cute little boy from a few years ago? ):

I recommend this book "How to look good naked".