I'm in a very good mood today HAHA.

The world slows down

When you love someone more than he loves you, you'll do anything to switch the scales. You dress the way you think he'd like you to dress. You pick up his favourite figures of expression. You tell yourself that if you re-create yourself in his image, he will crave you the way you crave him.
-Jodi Picoult

I love her books gosh but I read finish all the nice ones alr ):

&I think I'm seriously becoming stupider day by day.

Courage

I wonder how long it'll be before I actually dare to talk to you again.

Anyway today study session was not really helpful LOL I slacked a lot :/ Ohwell I shall not go out to eat tmr but instead go straight home to mug.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILING & WEIQUAN!

I hate this part

Even though it was long ago, I still feel so fucking disgusted with myself.

Oh and Charlie dinner ytd was disappointing ttm. I can't believe I waited one whole week for it only to be let down like this. Seriously felt like shit when I got home.

I need motivation to get me through next week.

Oh and spec course is coming soon.

Ever just as sure the sun will rise.

Is the feeling worse when someone disappoints you, or when you know you've disappointed someone?

c-ulmination.bs


Diappointment. It's weighing me down.

When the heart of this starcrossed voyager beats in time with yours.

"I wonder what happens when you offer yourself to someone, and they open you, only to discover you are not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same."
—Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)


Whatever mom I don't care anymore.

Anyway my title makes no sense lol it's so random.

I've been spending 40 min on bloody 1a of ws 6a. WTF WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. I even asked for help alr but I still can't get the answer. I really feel so pissed off at myself. Why did i keep sleeping in class!!!! >(

I think I'm quite stupid actually zz.