she saw beyond what others see.

I feel surprisingly horrible now, like someone just ran me over with both a freaking train and a lorry ._. Panadol is helping to take a little of my headache away but I can feel bile rising up every few seconds wtf gross max.

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Maybe I'm not as good but it doesn't mean I can't do it.

Open my eyes, it was only just a dream

I THINK NO ONE READS HERE ANYMORE. I hope HAHAHA.

&Justin bieber won best male for EMA awards omg THIS. IS. GROSS. I usually have nothing against him but why is he winning so many prizes that he don't deserve?

Woohoo going to watch harry potter after titanic (: Maybe I'll finally understand why people like it so much.

Mercury was very (Y). At first I thought it'll end up very lame and everything but it wasn't. I wish I can be as expressive as the actors.

Anyway today was supposed to be very awesome but somehow it was ruined. I honestly can't stand you. I don't think I can take such bullshit LOL I might end up bitch slapping you if you ever treat me like that. HAHA I sound like a bitch.

But I'm not. You are.

Give and take

Instead of forcing your personality on others all the time why can't you try and give in sometimes?

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Actually I typed a lot more but I deleted them all. I feel very tired nowadays keep sleeping in lessons and everything. I really need motivation ): I think I have a high chance of failing my maths.

Anyway live range was quite O: The sound of the rifles was damn loud gosh but it's quite cool to have real bullets flying out for once.

I don't feel the motivation anymore. I'm really screwing up my own life zzz.

Timothy: I hope someday I'll suddenly feel this jolt in my mind and become very smart!
Me: I've been waiting for 15 years. You can stop hoping LOL.


&Things like this, they never happen to people like us ._.

HAHA you know I secretly envy people with lots of charisma. Like hitler! I don't have any at all zz damn sad okay bye.

Erase, replace.

Goal: To get into the Dean's List at least once.

That is, if I ever get into uni. I must make sure that I don't get kicked out of RV first ):

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I wanted to apologise to you throughout the lessons but I chose to kept silent instead. Honestly, I can't really remember what I said to you because I was acting like some stupid zombie throughout the whole day.

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Oh and I shall finish the chinese book! Wait and see HAHAHA.

I bet you've never felt anything like this before.

Oh yes, have a safe trip to china weiyang (: I think our class will be very silent during lessons for the whole week LOL.

I honestly don't know what to post I feel shagged ):

Gosh now the happy feeling is gone and replaced by a headache ): I hate the smell of burning joss stick wtf it makes me sick.

Monday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANETTE TEO HAHAHA I LOVE YOU!!!! :D :D :D


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You know today is one of those days where everything seems like they'll turn out okay no matter what. I know this is going to sound very stupid and bimbo but I feel like my brain is filled with bubbles. HAHAHAHA.

Today morning on the bus there was this random guy sitting beside me who offered me his candy and I took one LOL. Jon and Timo was scolding me for being silly when I told them hahahaha.

Oh I didn't sleep in lessons at all! :D Timo was telling me all the random things and hitting me with his paper fan every 15 min to ask me not to sleep HAHA. &Jon was singing bad romance and the PPG song during la and chi. Gosh I love my seat.

Hmm and at je I knocked over this whole shelf of stuff and two very nice Indian ladies helped me pick up all the stuff and fix back the shelf :D

Oh and thanks Weiquan HAHA.

Weekends

Awesome movie!!!

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&Even more awesome people HAHAHA (L)

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Today was awesome as well. I'm so proud of us :D

Oh and tomorrow is CID! Our structure is going to be (Y)

It's a thing that happens far too often.

"I will be the Tom and you will be the Jerry. Why? Cos you look like a fucking rat, that's why"

HAHAHAHA my brother. I thought it was going to be some mushy sentence for some random girl at first when I read the tom and jerry part. LOL.

Oh yes I saw something very scary at jp today and I was so scared/worried for her. I hope I'll never end up like that ): &No weely tey I don't like weird animals -.-

Why do we only learn to treasure after something is gone?

Omg I'm damn screwed I wasted one whole day eating and walking around. Now all my chinese hw is undone zzz.

"If a tree falls in the forest and no one is there to hear it, does it make a sound?"

I remember I read this phrase long time ago in some book but I can't remember where ): Today was such a weird day and I'm mad tired now.

2nd last act :/

Today was very fun omg HAHAHA actually I was quite grumpy in the morning because I'd to wake up so early but I felt very motivated and happy afterwards. Aiyo a lot of funny things happened and the trolley game was very fun! :D I wanted to play some more but the uncle stopped us zz.

&It wasn't until weely pointed it out that I realise how different our taste is. It's like there's probably a 90 percent chance of her not liking the things I like and vice versa. Weird but at least we won't ever fight over some guy right! LOL.

Abrupt end but I want to go eat dinner.

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I can't stop laughing at the computer screen now omg HAHAHA (Y) I think it's not supposed to be funny actually but I just find it very funny LOL.

Life

"... People are always saying that a person's character is unchangeable, but mostly it's the persona that doesn't change, not the person, and underneath that changeless mask exists a creature who's evolving like crazy, mutating out of control. I tell you, the most consistent person you know is more than likely a complete stranger to you, blossoming and sprouting all sorts of wings and branches and third eyes. You could sit beside that person in an office cubicle for ten years and not see the growth spurts going on right under your nose. Honestly, anyone who says a friend of theirs hasn't changed in years just can't tell a mask from an actual face."

-A Fraction of the Whole by Steve Toltz

This book seems awesome! :D HAHA today was (Y)(Y)(Y). I feel very happy gosh. Like the happiest I've been for the whole of this week. I hope it stays this way, being sad sucks like mad but I've a feeling tmr will be ._. again.

Oh I feel like going ikea again!! HAHAHA.

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Zzz I don't feel happy anymore my brain hurts from thinking for so many hours. LOL wth and I've to wake up so early tmr gosh I feel like dying ): &My hw is still undone! I'm screwed.



The song doesn't make sense but I like it.

I remember the time when me and chua went into HawParVilla alone because someone refuses to go in with us (-.-) and we screamed till we were hoarse HAHAHA. There was this stupid mirror thing which scared us like mad LOL and it turned out to be a scam, thinking back I'm quite glad that noob didn't dare to go in with us LOL.

Oh ya thanks suhui, jiaxin, wan qing, phoebe, shihui and jiahui! :D must go out once we have the time!!! Triple science takes up so much time. I guess I can only blame myself for being stupid and not studying hard enough when I'd the chance ): Now we're totally at different blocks gosh.

Day 10: someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down, just get back up when it knocks you down, knocks you down.

Jenny Suk! (L) I like their version better.

First day of school was okay. I wish the days will pass faster though. My hair is screwed now zz I want it to grow ):

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Dear LJW,

I've no idea why I'm writing this letter to you LOL! Ah well I do miss sitting with you though ): I know you used to read my blog HAHA luckily now you don't anymore.

Oh you know I used to have this terrible impression of you in year 1. Omg you were such a terrible person -.- You were always bullying Joseph and you didn't work hard for anything gosh. There was this one time I saw you dancing and singing some weird jay chou song by accident gosh I still can't get the memory out of my mind. It was very funny HAHAHAHAHA but quite disturbing as well.

BUT! I got to know you better in year 2 and I realised that you're actually quite a nice person and very smart as well. Hmm my face was totally like ._. when I saw the new sitting arrangement LOL. But then as time passed I started liking my seat hahaha I thought that it was very cozy :D Still do btw.

I can't really remember what I even talked to you about gosh I think most of them were bullshit HAHAHA so embarrassing. I remember there was this one time I pinned up my fringe because of spot check and asked for your opinion because I'd no mirror and you told me I looked screwed -.- Wtf I had a phobia of pinning up my fringe for a whole week after that!!! Ohoh and you always looked so embarrassed when I had to stand up and read some random Chinese passage. Even though it was quite embarrassing at that time but now that I think back it's quite funny LOL. Your expression = (Y)

You were really quite nice at times I remember that there were many times when I became very upset because I felt stupid but you encouraged me (: Even though it didn't really cheer me up but it doesn't matter. Oh and I used to ask you to teach me hw and I think you taught me a lot of wrong stuff HAHAHAHA.

Gosh I've a lot of memories of you doing noob things haha. I hope you're happy with your desk partner(s) now HAHAHA I bet they aren't as awesome as me. Just kidding.

Jasmine :D

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I think I HAHAHA too much.

Gosh HAHAHAHA.

Day 9: someone you wish you could meet

Dear Chuck Bass,

Looking at all your pictures make me want to watch gossip girl 3 immediately gosh but I have no time. Anyway hi HAHAHA I don't really have an idol because I find it stupid to obsess over someone but I want to meet you anyway awww :D

Your character was so (Y) in GG omg I totally fell in love with you. I don't like Nick gosh he is such a wuss -.- I can't remember the plot in GG and now I'm troubled because I can't remember if you hooked up with Vanessa or not! You better don't wtf. Stick with Blair!

Anyway I like you because you are so sweet to Blair LOL and you've a complicated personality. Although you're not really very handsome and you give me the impression that you're quite short but then I like your expressions omg they are damn soulful I swear HAHAHAHA. But your hair quite is quite weird in the series I think you should change your hairdresser. You look like you're balding D:

I think you'll disappoint me in real life as Ed Westwick but I shall pretend you're going to come meet me as Chuck Bass hmmm. Oh btw I think it's quite cool you managed to change your accent for the series :D

xoxo,
Jasmine :D

Day 8: your favourite internet friend

Dear favourite internet friend,

Hello I don't think you exist. I prefer talking to people face to face HAHAHA but ohwell if I must have one I hope you'll appear soon then I can force you to read my rants!! Gosh quite impossible though. This is the stupidest letter I've written so far ):

Jasmine