I'm in a very good mood today HAHA.

The world slows down

When you love someone more than he loves you, you'll do anything to switch the scales. You dress the way you think he'd like you to dress. You pick up his favourite figures of expression. You tell yourself that if you re-create yourself in his image, he will crave you the way you crave him.
-Jodi Picoult

I love her books gosh but I read finish all the nice ones alr ):

&I think I'm seriously becoming stupider day by day.

Courage

I wonder how long it'll be before I actually dare to talk to you again.

Anyway today study session was not really helpful LOL I slacked a lot :/ Ohwell I shall not go out to eat tmr but instead go straight home to mug.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILING & WEIQUAN!

I hate this part

Even though it was long ago, I still feel so fucking disgusted with myself.

Oh and Charlie dinner ytd was disappointing ttm. I can't believe I waited one whole week for it only to be let down like this. Seriously felt like shit when I got home.

I need motivation to get me through next week.

Oh and spec course is coming soon.

Ever just as sure the sun will rise.

Is the feeling worse when someone disappoints you, or when you know you've disappointed someone?

c-ulmination.bs


Diappointment. It's weighing me down.

When the heart of this starcrossed voyager beats in time with yours.

"I wonder what happens when you offer yourself to someone, and they open you, only to discover you are not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same."
—Jodi Picoult (My Sister's Keeper)


Whatever mom I don't care anymore.

Anyway my title makes no sense lol it's so random.

I've been spending 40 min on bloody 1a of ws 6a. WTF WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. I even asked for help alr but I still can't get the answer. I really feel so pissed off at myself. Why did i keep sleeping in class!!!! >(

I think I'm quite stupid actually zz.

World behind my wall

I'm starting to understand indices and physics and chemistry. But I still keep sleeping in lessons.

Can't wait for Charlie dinners in fri hmmm (: Oh and I think the stripping and assembling of rifle quite difficult oh no.

P.S. I like the smell of my deo LOL compared to others.

I'm so pissed off now I'm eating lots of caramel popcorn cos I've no chocolate at home but fuck it's not working even though the popcorn is damn sweet. So I'm going to grow fat oh joy.

&I'm such a bitch when I'm pissed off.

Come on Jasmine snap out of it ):

When the truth slaps you right in the face,

well what can you do?

I'm starting to question myself all over again.

Charlie (:

I don't know how I'm even supposed to react but lol I don't really care anymore.

Outing w Charlie today. Was quite excited at first but tbh it was quite terrible at the beginning actually. No one was really into bball ): Or badminton for that matter. I was so bored LOL.

Then we went to eat but I didn't have the mood to eat.

After that we took bus to yuhua cc and HAHA I think badminton was very fun! :D &We went to play bball afterwards which was actually quite boring too because everyone was already very tired :/

Overall still not bad uh but more people please turn up next time. Planning for the thing is seriously not easy. Don't just like don't go cos you don't feel like it.

The sky is the limit

All the uniforms look so yellow LOL.

Yesterday we had another charlie dinner and Jian Ting kept blushing cos of Geraldine! O: HAHAHA cute much? Let's have more of charlie dinners (:

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVAN!! :D

Even though I just got to know you this year I think you're an awesome friend hahaha have an awesome birthday! :D

I feel so detached from the world today.

IMT

Today was awesome even though I was late for school. LOL I was still quite happy cos for the first time I felt like I'd enough sleep. Assembly should seriously start at 8 instead.

Oh maths was actually quite easy but I didn't study so I screwed up some parts -.- Aiya whatever it's my own fault anyway. CHAMPS was so fun. I really really think 3H is awesome! &We're not changing classes next year yay :D :D I left halfway during chem and xiong looks so exasperated gosh so funny. I like his face leh it has so many weird expressions.

IMT was O: So cool. &There was this damn shuai sir omg. I must control my hormones HAHAHAHA according to VT. Oops don't go read the white part.

I love Charlie (L) Outing this sun! :D &I shall not talk about yesterday already cos it makes me ): and I don't want to be sad.

P.S. Wah crap I still sound damn childish LOL.

I realised I sound so childish in my previous posts. I shall try to be more mature sounding tomorrow when I blog about today. This sounds weird lol and oh man it's already 12 am and I haven't study. Ah and fri got compo+letter!!!! I went to tell people it's compre gosh but I forgot who they were :/

Today was a terrible day after 3pm. But peining's accident during lunch was so funny HAHAHAHA. &Somehow it managed to spread to the whole class within 10 min. &We told xiao Q too! O: Quite bad uh but peining doesn't mind I think (: I shall try not to do anything embarrassing in 3H.

I love my seat :D Come on mrs yap change amanda back!

fuck. seriously.

I'M SO AMUSED BY THIS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Valentine

Life have been great for the whole of last week :D

Friday we had our 2.4 and I survived HAHA! Even though the timing sucks like mad cos I was practically walking. Thanks timothy for pei-ing me for the whole run :D We even got the exact same timing LOL.

Sat was affirmation ceremony heh (: The uniforms look quite nice, especially number 1 land and air. Even though the dinner after the affirmation ceremony quite sian but LOL nvm. I love Charlie!! :D

Yesterday at J's house was so fun hahahaha :D :D

Anyway today I didn't fail hist!!!! I'm so amazed I thought for sure I was going to fail. Jon that pig got full marks >( Ah well he deserves it. Oh and 3H is so good in maths HAHA we're 2nd in the cohort! O: but I'm still quite scared for my maths results ):

Oh fuck friday is chi compo test.

Bright Hazard

He looks like some handy man after being coloured ): Confirm can't win HAHAHA but nvm I still think he's cute cos I drew him.


Jonathan have such a fat hand LOL. Guess which one isit? >) Anw the chocs/candies were damn nice HAHA Mr Ong is the awesome-st maths teacher ever :D

Ah 2.4 km tomorrow please let me complete it without dying.

P.S. According to Amanda, (::::) is the underside of a female dog HAHAHAHA WTF.

Somewhere, somehow

I don't know what I want anymore. I don't even know what I'm feeling right now.

Gah. Pms?

The only thing I'm looking forward to now are tuesdays and fridays ):

OH FUCK WHAT HAVE I DONE ._.

We all learn to make mistakes

January: Haiti
February: Chile
April: northwestern Mexico

When you put it this way it's quite scary huh.

Today wasn't that bad after all but physics lesson makes me depressed ):

Shadow of the day

Jon lost his phone partially cos of me :/ I feel so guilty but ohwell he's getting it back tmr gosh who is so noob to leave their phone in school.


I hate sundays ): &I already can feel the monday blues coming on urgh.

Why is a raven like a writing desk?

Am watching S factor now omg who came up with this shit LOL O:



Debates HAHAHA. &They hired such professional judges.

April.

Sometimes you don't need water to feel like you're drowning.

April's fool today was so (Y)(Y) 3H is so extreme HAHA we swapped classes with 3G early in the morn but the prank failed ):

&We managed to trick 2 teachers after that with different pranks. Hilarious LOL but why Xiao Q never come!!!! D;

Napfa was like shit though ): Oh my head started hurting like #%^#@$ during shuttle run and it's still hurting now zz so irritating.

April is here already gosh so fast!