I find child pageants disturbing. Why would anyone want to make their child look like life size replicas of barbies? Aren't they supposed to be children?

Scary ):

Omg good complexion.

Bella+Edward= fugly

LOL twilight still sucks.

Went out w Suhui, Ah qing and Mom today after cca (L)

Today cca was not very tiring, but even if it was tiring like mad I wouldn't have changed my mind about going out. AAR was interesting lol.

I finally can sleep till 5pm tomorrow wtf weekends are so nan de. I hope my eyebags will finally disappear.

Sprained my angle at the drinks stall today. Bloody pain. It's ok now luckily. Thanks huili and uh jingyee(?) Today was fun though during practice (: After zhen yun got over being high LOL.

My bro is at the boys like girls concert now w my dad. I hope it's fun. Am too tired to go ):

Beyond expectations

Omg this is what I call talent. (Y)

I think I've finally become more mature. Lol.

over and over again

Because you've been lying to yourself all along.

I NEED MY SLEEP OMG. &Why can't there be 48 hours in a day instead ):

Easy come, easy go

Yes, no? Decisions decisions :/

Why're you even breaking your own heart? O:

Oh. My. God.

They know? :/

Wlao am getting pissed w my new phone cos idk how to operate it properly. Irritating ):

I'm not blogging anymore until I'm much more free. I like the colours in this blogskin lol super bright and random. Make my eyes hurt when I look at it.

Anyway, Blackberry Curve or LG JOY? Am going out to buy later, need to make up my mind fast ):

&3 years later it's happening again.

I love you more then words can ever say

I finally understand why I cried so much the past few nights LOL. Was pms-ing.

Gossip sessions after fsd is so fun (Y) I think the part Bs very cute. Gosh I'm so glad I joined even though it's super time consuming and I've to sleep late everyday. &Weely told me that she saw my pri sch picture before. OMG I WANT TO DIG A HOLE AND HIDE MYSELF INSIDE.

Anw super tired today, was falling asleep during lessons ):

You miss everything but me.

My days are filled with ncc nowadays. I like fsd lol very interesting yup trying to perfect the moves and all those. It's the only thing I like in my life right now anyway because I feel like I'm actually achieving something.

I think I'm becoming more quiet and reserved. Very difficult to open up to people nowadays &I kept crying these few nights for no reason and my heart will feel like it's breaking O: Actually I think is the stress but today is diff haha cos I'm not going to let myself cry.

Zomg wtf I realise I'm becoming uglier everyday.

Everytime I come online I'll feel damn sad like my heart is going to stop beating any moment. It's so suffocating I don't how to explain ):

I can feel a little bit of me dying everyday.

It's never going to be the same again. I knew it.

I'm so fickle minded lol. Keep locking and unlocking.

I'm suddenly worried about the A lvls subj thing. I freaking need to study. The maths ws 1a is so damn hard omg I'm stuck at qns 4 T.T

Go knock yourself against the damn wall.

Omg super pissed. 2nd week of school and I alr found sb who dislikes me. Wtf the thing that pisses me off is that I never once talked to her. WHAT THE FU*K GIVES HER THE RIGHT TO DISLIKE ME HUH I ASK YOU. Was even nice to her can, smiling at her and all those. Am not going to do that anymore I tell. Dislike jiu dislike lor. Like I give a shit LOL since I don’t know her. But zzz feel damn yuan wang wtf. &I thought I was a bitch. Didn't even judge her so quickly can omg what's wrong w the people nowadays.

LAME TTM.

Omg the thought of her is getting on my nerves.

Zomg I look very scary? O: I really wish I can like time travel to the aug or sth so that I'll be able to fully appreciate my class right now. HAHAHA omg I'm damn lame ._.

Omg shit I'm starting to not understand maths. I need to revise and stop procrastinating like I always do. Later end up like last year chem like that. At first only a bit don't understand then afterwards just totally gave up on it and kept stoning in chem lessons. Heng I mugged or else sure fail. Shit damn scared for tmr :/

Liar liar pants on fire

I really don't think I can do this anymore. Life like this is so bloody tiring I feel like I'm dying everytime I reach home T.T

Omg I can't decode what phone to get. Corby? I like the colours lol very bright. But I spoil things easily -.-

Because you're everything that I'm not that's why I like you in the first place. That's bloody lame I'm going to stop liking wusses.

Like we used to.

1st week:

Actually 3H is ok. But it's super quiet (I miss richie's stupid qns during every lesson) and I only dare to talk to a few people sitting near me cos the rest in their class/cca cliques very intimidating ): But actually Amanda, Jon & I also stick tgt. J don't want to go talk to the guys -.-But mostly everyone seems nice yup but that doesn't make everything better.

I miss how everyone will be copying off each other like mad in the morn in 2F and how every time there's a break I can always randomly find sb to go to the toilet w me. &How comfortable 2F feels. Shit. &I miss the classroom and the noob looking noticeboard (pink w purple dots LOL) w decos that've been there since like forever&the super messy floor that no one really bothers to sweep&the teacher's table w the hideous flower plastic thingie that covers it. I miss my seat and the people sitting near me. I miss how noisy we were and how ruyan's impromptu speeches sound like. I miss how xiao qi will act pro in chi. I miss how a lot of us will be bs in the morn when sb offs the light and ask us to go down for assembly. I miss the atmosphere of the class. I miss how everyone like knows everyone and how everyone behaves. I miss 2F. It's super terrible missing something that's not there anymore. &Since we're in the new campus I can't even go back to revisit the old class. Super sad. I really thought I wouldn't miss 2F that much you know since I'll still be seeing all of 2F classmates in sch. I was so wrong.

Z am writing down everything so I can read next time and remember. You know I totally forgot about my pri 6 class? Super scary it's like I don't even remember most of my classmate's names. I don't want that to happen to 2F.

Am bloody scared of xiao qiao cos she seems to hate people who suck in chi. My life in chi lessons is going to be a living hell from next week. If she makes me read out loud, I swear I'll just drop dead in front of her. Gosh I miss zhang lao shi T.T At least she knows my standard and wouldn't get too pissed. &The people in 2F also knows how much I suck in chi so I wouldn't feel as embarrassed as reading out loud in front of people who're mostly strangers. Zomg. I rather be sucky in english and average in chi instead of the other way round.

Ok I'm done. If anyone even managed to read all the way till here the person must be really bored.

Some dance to remember and the others dance to forget.

I still miss 2FTW! gosh.

LOL that xiao qiao is seriously irritating ttm. Everything also must find fault. I can imagine me dying in class my chinese so cmi.

Bloody tired nowadays. I keep falling asleep at the sofa before 10 O: &Today when I woke up my left eye was red but idk how to put the eye drops properly so all of them dripped on my eye bags. Run until I almost died during pe cos really super tired.

-

Wlao talking to some retard now. Dk what shit language he saying. Lame ttm. People already super tired still want to irritate me ._.

Wrong with a capital 'R'

The maths tch going to teach us maths in chi. Whut? HAHAHAHAHA I'm going to fail.

Omg just looked at my msn list ): 2nd day of new school year and alr got people remove the #(index no) 2FTW! from their msn display name. Gosh it's just so Rong ): Zomg I feel sad. Miss Chua like mad but Jon&Amanda super funny.
K really super cute :D
&LOL ipop = indian pop (Y)

Omg bloody sleepy but I've to do maths cos it's 2nd period tmr ._.

Today was so -.- Think I very antisocial. 3H doesn't feel right at all.

The classroom is damn small & the teacher talks damn soft. Totally cmi. Classroom so small alr still can't hear her. Gosh :/ &She still blame me wth. Her fault can, talk so soft for what. Lameshit -.- What a bad start LOL.

The new campus really very ugleh! D: &So dull. Feels like a prison.

Today felt so right.

Big walk was such a scam LOL.

Went out w Chua sfterwards. Omg the neos damn embarrassing I look like some weird animal in all of them T.T Don't worry chua we're still going to go out tgt next time&you're just next door anyway LOL.

I'm damn happy now cos I was doing maths halfway and I remembered what Miss Zeng taught us bout the simultaneous eqn. HAHAHA must treat the thing as a whole in the beginning.

I think 2010 is going to be awesome.

Omg I'm so pissed w my phone. The 2&the cancel&the down button is not working. Omg damn hard to type. Am dying from trying to get my point across to people. My mom wants me to save to buy my own phone but I suck at saving. All my fingers would have drop off by the time I saved enough to buy a decent phone. I should just go buy some lao pok nokia phone since they're so durable T.T &inexpensive.

Gosh.

Anyway I'm done w youji HAHAHA left 1 newspaper article+maths only :D

2010!

My neighbour died yesterday and his dead body is still next door yup. I think it's going to stay there till morn? O: But I'm still going to stay up to do my hw. I need the internet to kope my hw from and my bro don't let me use the com until 11pm plus all the time ._. Bitch. &I realise I don't have enough gao zhi wlao hate rv. Give so much chinese hw for what! Not like my chinese will improve anyway.

Omg what a sad new year LOL.

Everyone keeps writing super long reflections but I really can't remember what I did or what I didn't do in 2009. I know all my new year resolutions always fail one HAHAH but I'm going to work harder next year. So no one can say I'm stupid anymore or else I'll smack them :/

March camp coming up soon (!) I still need to buy my no 3 belt cos I left it in the old campus and it was gone the next day. Sucks it's damn ex somemore and I've to go sth road to buy cos green adventurer doesn't sell it. Think it's beach road. Omg damn far I'm screwed -.-

Shit I'm damn long winded like some auntie k bye.